Got the blues

I found out somehow, a sad feeling goes on for too long, hurts too deeply, and makes it hard for me to enjoy the good things about my life, it's what we called depression. This is all because of him..
This is like unfair for me and myself.. I started to blame the fate.. I am really worried and depressed. I am paranoid of all around me..

• Feeling irritable and annoyed a lot (every little thing gets on my nerves)
• Feeling like things are not fun anymore
• Feeling down, as if no more hopes
• Fuckingly disappointed ..
  

Lordd, help me.. i need better life..

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