20080407

You go girl! keep dreaming..II

A little advice;

(:

If I'm not sure which way to go..

ask my heart;
my heart will know..

when my mind doesn't know what to say;
my heart will find a way,,

when I can't see the finish line;

or

when my dreams seem hard to find;

know that I knew the way;

...and my heart will lead me there 1 day..




my list of hopes & dreams,,


regards,,
ena


20080406

Data Sructure & Algorithm

uarrghh!!
takut nye saye dgn awk!
uh, tp still nk on9 jugak..
ntah ape2 je..
mesti mom pun takut..
anis pun takut...
tp sume mls..
*GRRR..

report n coding tk submit lg!!
tlgggg...

abi dzar,,dzul,,admir,, tolongg...

to Umran Aziz,,
mentang2 kau pandai..
soalan kau bg cam cibai..
cis!

....belajar la!..


Hannan & Hanneys

Selamat menyambut ulang tahun ke-3 percintaan korang.. he3.. *lolz.
skema tul!
Happy 3rd anniversary fer both of you..
I'm happy for you guys! ;)



p/s: ini hanneys & hannan sama chantek sama padan


For hanneys&hannan;

  1. jgn slalu gadoh2..
  2. hanneys- jgn kuat merajuk,, igt jugak 050505 *sob3... ;'{
  3. hannan- jgn garang sgt & jgn bagi muke sgt kt hanneys tuh! mrh je die neh,, nakal sangat.. HAHAHA.. *kidding,lol!
  4. semoga jodoh korang ke akhir hayat,,
  5. igt,, i'll owez pray for your happiness,, sayangss,, ;)


*sigh* sibuk advice org.. diri sendiri pun single! lalala~ ;p
igt tu,, I wish and hopes,, 1 day dapat jemputan kahwin from korg!
yeayy!! nk jadi pengapit...HAHAHA,,

last word,,

.happylyeverafter,, kay?

loves,
ena050505


20080405

You go, girl! Keep dreaming...

Yerp,, im about to write this motivational post!
yes,, im the one who are responsible to my whole life,, to my own future!

if i was a...

star,,
I'd be the brightest! *Grinn*

if i was an..

answer,,
I'd be the right one.. ;)

if i was a..

fine pie,,
I'd be the finest one

I'd be the rare rainbow if rainbows were few;

I'd be the perfect fit, if I was a shoe;

I'd be nice as the sunshine that makes the sky blue;


....learn to fly....


20080404

Suara hati...tidak bolehkah?

Azizul Hakim,,
yess,, i wont write about it anymore-lah,,
i noe,,
ppl hate it,, ppl feel sad also..
*sigh*
thnx for your concern..

i'm trying not to write any post that sounds like 'emo'
or make it rarely..
aite?

letme laugh..
HAHAHA...
*big grinnn*

thnx,friend,,
-_-

Sejak Kapan...duhai kasihku?

Sejak kapan?
tentu, sesudah,, sesudah kukenalkan dia
di mana?
tentu, di tempat cinta subur dan membara;

mengapa?
kerna cintamu padanya selalu ada
tidak seperti cintamu pada diriku yg sekejab cuma;

bagaimana?
ya, dengan setulus jiwa
siapa?
tentu, pasti si dia
tentu saja kau suka padanya,, aku tahu itu;

Hmmm…, mungkin
mungkin jika bukan kerna silap salahku..
ia tidak akan hadir juga..
ah,, tidak perlu dikesal perkara yang sudah berlalu

terlalu sakit untuk diingat,,terlalu perih untuk dibubat,,
aku sayangkan-dikau teman,

kau terlalu istimewa;

terlalu kasih diriku padamu
sehingga memujimu selangit tinggi
memujamu tidak terperi;

terlalu penat diriku ini berbicara tentangmu
tentang cinta yg tidak juga bertamu;

ahh..aku rindu saat manis bersama-mu;
hanya itu yg sahaja yang aku mampu..

-_-


Sore ini...aku termenung..

Aku,,
aku bertanya pada diriku..
Kemanakah semangat yang selama ini setia menjadi bayanganku?
di manakah marina yang dahulu?

Allah,
Jangan biarkan hambaMu ini menjadi makhluk yang mudah menyerah oleh ujianmu
Menyerah mudah oleh gagal yang menjelma seribu
Cepat pasrah oleh duga dari sisiMu

Terlalu mudah,,
diri ini hanyut dan melupakanmu,,
ampunkah aku ya Allah
terlalu byk dosa-ku pada-mu,,

tidak cukup berbidang tanah berjuta lautan,,
untuk ku pautkan coretanku,,
tentang rasa syukur pada hadratmu,,
kerna,

menjadi-kan aku hambamu...

hamba hinamu,,
Aku..

I love them..

1.Music playing at the moment?
:: 60's tv - oag

2. One reason for living?
:: "Should We created jin and human except they may worship Me.." Allah s.w.t

3. Do u think you're ok?
:: i don't think so

4. Ever donated blood?
:: i missed the chances fer 3times bcoz of d same reason

5 . Fav colour(s)?
:: owhh myy,,pinky and purple ;)

6. Accessories you usually wear?
:: my necklace & earrings

7. One song to describe a heartbreak
in the past?
:: balada hati - kru

8 . The most boring sport?
:: table tennis & golf kowt(sbb i dont know how 2 play either)

9. Ever married?
:: nope.

10. Last TV show u've seen?
:: Bella,, *sigh*

11. Piercings or tattoo?
:: neither.

12. The most romantic gift?
:: flower,,Ferrero Roche(do i spell correctly?)

13. Been on stage before?
:: seldom

14. Struck by lightning before?
:: nope.

15. Danced with your loved one before?
:: nope,,but i wish i will;

16. Ever wished you could turn back
time?
:: owh myy,,no way!

17. Idol you always want to meet..
:: my lovely prophet Muhammad(p.b.u.h)

18 . Last one to text you?
:: hannaneys demok! *lalala~

19 . Last person you met today?
:: nobody fer today

20 . What will you be doing tomorrow?
:: study,,study,,4 last paper *GGRRRrr..

21 . Ever thought of robbing a bank?
:: haha,,stupid!

22 . One thing u totally regret..
:: lost my bestie;my ex-bf;my soulmate.. *sob3.. ;'{

23. Do people like you?
:: u tell me..

24 . What was the last music you
played on the computer?
:: 60's tv kot

25. Someone who means a lot to you at
the moment?
:: my babes,,hanneys,mom,jue..hmm..

26 . The color of ur mobile phone?
:: blacko;

27. Do you hate someone at the moment?
:: tersangat-benci dia.

28. Songs that cheer u up..
:: atm. couple's song.

29. Last song you sang?
:: erm,,rest of my life kot

30. Worst thing that ever happened 2
u?
:: omg!! i like tis question,,being betrayed by my close friend & my luv was the most terrible
things ever happened in my whole life! *cryingg* ;'{

31 . What do u prefer cats or dogs?
:: i hate both!

32. What do u wish to happen now?
:: already in a foreign country,,shopping & studying

33. Last thing you did?
:: typing sms.

34. Things you will do now..
:: diz survey.

35 . I hate
:: 'him' & 'her'!

36 . I love
:: parent,,hanneys,,mom,,jue,,pinky stuff,,earings,,ily,,uda,,fad,,fana,,ceghap,,faizal,,laptop,,
hmm,,wut else,,owh,my faizul..

20080403

Rest of my life..

He's one of the best friend of mine;
he's singing well,,,damn cute mann!!
cube tgok die nyanyi rest of my life,, mcm andy flop poppy tk?
*pffbbbtt* ;p

-_*



Support our local acts,,HAHA..

..thnx to you..really nice song;

and to you;

>>be yourself;
>>remember all my quotes;
>>be strong;
>>built your own life;
>>smile always..
>>cheer up your life back;
>>try to 100% recover;

;}

The Remedy is Lactic Acid

help me.. do im suffering from high blood pressure or any other disease?
*sigh* i remember; when i was in LJS about 2years ago, i went to pharmacy to check my blood pressure,,
but the pharmacist said that,, its not about the level pressure in your blood,, its because u eat less sugar..HAHA.. izzit? im gonna give ya lactic acid,,ape tuh? en. ceghap explain plis! ;p

hurm..pening la.klau bgun lps dduk,, trus mcm nk mati. *GRRr..mcm nk pitam ..hitam je..
hmm..i need to hold something or else i will *dumm!* pengsan,,

ape-kah itu?slalu jd begitu pd saya. ada-kah saya ni low blood pressure ataw eat less sugar..
*erk..nk muntah*

plis gimme the remedies!!

Kalau pmpn tanya

*1. **Kalau perempuan tanya : Lawa ke pmpuan tu?
Makna tersembunyi : Siapa yang paling lawa? I ke, pmpuan tu?**

**2. Kalau perempuan tanya : You dah
makan ke belum?
Makna tersembunyi : Jom g makan. Lapar ni!**

**3. Kalau perempuan kata : Lawa-lawa la
baju kat sini,yek.
Makna tersembunyi : Belikanlah untuk I.**
(kdg2 jd point nk sembang je)

**4. Kalau perempuan kata : Rasa macam
nak pening la.
Makna tersembunyi : Tolong picit kepala.**

**5. Kalau perempuan kata : Letihnya
hari ni. Mana nak masak, basuh kain-baju lagi...
Makna tersembunyi : Kita makan kat luar jelah. Lepas tu, tolong basuh kain-baju
sekali, yek.**

**6. Kalau perempuan kata : Kita lebih
sesuai berkawan
saja. Makna tersembunyi : I tak nak kat you. Tak paham-paham ke?**

**7. Kalau perempuan kata : I suka berkawan dengan you. You baik,memahami bla bla bla... Makna tersembunyi : Hish... I rasa macam minat sesangat kat
you la. Rasa macam nak jadi awek you je.**
(tk setuju la,,coz im sarcastic)

**8. Kalau perempuan tanya : You pernah
tak teringatkan awek you yang dulu?
Makna tersembunyi : Kalau nak gaduh, kalau berani sangat, sebut la nama dia depan
aku.**(ni valid utk bf-gf je)

**9. Kalau perempuan kata : I sanggup berkorban demi
kebahagiaan you.
Makna tersembunyi :Amboi! Aku kena
berkorban. Habih, korg dua eko gak yang seronok.** (haha,,btul2.. ;p)

**10.Kalau perempuan kata : I tak kisah kalau memang betul you nak kahwin lagi satu. Asalkan you berterus-terang dengan I, bersikap jujur dan berlaku adil.
Makna tersembunyi : Sapa kata aku tak kisah? Adil ke tak adil, aku tak kira! Langkah mayat
aku dulu sebelum nak menikah lagi satu. Ini cuma contoh saja. **(ada ke pmpn semulia siti khadijah dan Aisyah?)

yg di strike-trough tu adelah yg aku tk brape nk stuju.. hehe..

hard-to-tell

20 "Deep" Questions
[Not simple questions like "How Old
Are You?"]

1. Is it difficult for you to look
into someone's eyes when you are
talking to them?
- nope,, i really like to look into their eyes,,coz i noe i can read them trough their eyes

2. You are on a flight from Honolulu
to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire
in the back of the plane. You get
enough time to make ONE phone call.
Who would you call?
- ofkos my mom,,i've done a lot of mistakes to her since i was born

3. You have to choose between your
significant other and your best
friend, who do you choose?
- my babes la syg..

4.You are at the doctor's office and
she has just informed you that you
have approximately one month to
live,...
(A) Do you tell anyone/everyone you
are going to die?
- tk kot..saya psycho gyle! *sigh*

(B) What do you do with your remaining
days?
- taubat, ibadat ibadat ibadat,
apologize to everyone, tell my loved
ones that i love them.

(C) Would you be afraid?
- mati itu sesuatu yg paling digeruni,, *GGGRRRR..

5. You can have one of the following
two things: trust or love?
- love

6. You are walking down the street on
your way to work. There is a dog
drowning in the canal on the side of
the street. Your boss has told you if
you are late one more time you get
fired. What do you do?
- my work la..truk tk? *lol.

7. If you could go anywhere in the
world, where would you go?
- roma

8. Think of the last person who you
really knew that died. You have the
chance to give them 1 hour of life
back, but you have to give one year of
your life.
- hmm,,, *wondering..

9. Are you the kind of person that you
would want to have as a friend?
- yesshhh

10. Does love=sex?
- no.. love=honesty+loyalty+trust,, haha..

11. One of your best friend dies,
what would you do?
- im crying like hell,, because im really depending on them all tis while,, hmm.

12. When was the last time you told
someone HONESTLY how you felt?
- to 'him'..my ex-soulmate,, *sob3.. ;{

13. What would be harder for you, to
tell someone you love them or that you
hate them?
- to tell that i hate them,, but im sarcastic okay,, *sigh* ;p

14. What do you think would be the
worst thing for you to give up on?
- love,,perhaps?

15. Excluding romantic love, when was
the last time you told someone you
love them?
- last tyme..hmm..on february,, i was the last tyme i met my love,,hmm..

16. If you had to go back in time and
change one thing, what would you do?
- hmm,,dignity,,hmm,, hard-to-tell

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you
are alone, it is raining outside, you
hear a noise. What do you do?
- omg!! cuddle my luv,,if i hv one.

18. Would you give a stranger CPR if
they were dying?
- *PFffffHHttt!!no way man,,except die handsome gyle. haha. ;p

19. Are you old-fashioned?
- tk jugak,,

20. Which would you choose, true love
with a guarantee of a heartbreak or to
never have love?
- true love with a guarantee of a
heartbreak..

20080402

single itu bosan

mmg la bosan;
menyampah!! annoying;
benci..benci..jd single;
abestu?
*pfffhtt!!

Bila Engkau

Bila engkau bunga
Lalu aku apa?

Bila engkau juga ingin bicara
Lau aku bagaimana?

Bila engkau katakan dia cinta
Lalu aku siapa?

Bila engkau katakan dia ada dihatimu
Lalu dimanakah diriku?

Bila suria cinta mengintip dari bilikmu
Aku pasti kau akan menangis juga

Bila hati untukmu saja
Aku tak tahu cinta ini kunamai apa
Dan rindu ini kuartikan apa

Aku terlalu rindu akan dirimu..

edited by ena;

adapted by abdul malik ikhsan;

Sedih..

Menutup mata, ternyata hanya membuat perih makin kaya
Membukanya, malah merapatkan tanda tanya
Karena malamku telah dimakan pagi dimakan siang
Dimakan sore dimakan malam
Dan aku,
Dimakan kesedihan tak bergantian.

>> -_-
;'{

Buat-buat gembira

haha...31hb hr tu last paper utk dak2 nih..tp ktorg ade 1 paper lg 7hb nnt..
tp since gap agak jauh, lepas paper fqa(statistic) hr tu, sme ajak kua..celebrate la konon,, happ la sgt..pdahal *GRRRR...sme tgh bengang tk dpt jwb fqa..study mcm nk lebam ANOVA,, tp kua definiton jer!! *SSHhhTtt! ;p

confusing la soalan die..ntah pape je.. *SOBB3.. ;(
pastu pas paper tu,, kami pun wat enjoy la pegi OU,, men bowling.. huhuu..



p/s: smpai2 trus mkn mcD,, muke sme wt2 mcm gumbira.. ;p



saye gomok balik? *GRINN,, ;p




mmg gomok berdiri sblh adik!



i juz love tis picta..itu farhana.. ;)

adoi,, sedihnye..angkap brg smlm, nk tggal kan H1.6 yg byk memory tuh. *SOBB3... ;(
sedihnye...pasni 3bln tk jumpe adik & ude.. (dorg tk amik s.sem) sedey nnyeee...
ntah2 next sem tk dpt bilik dkt lg.. hmm..

im going to miss sem I&II 07/08...slamat tggal 1st year..
*LOLLZ..



Exam = Terrible?

Isk..sedih sgt bile tringat 4 paper yg lepas.. sedih gylee!! ungs(islamic worldview) lg la..mcm s**t jer..i told them when we were on the way to the examination hall..

*aku tk bace topic secularism & post-modernization la..

mom;
*tk pe, ade 4 soalan pilih 3..

*okay!

masuk hall dgn bangge nye,, bukak soalan..
"this paper consist of 4 question, answer 3 question only, but question 1 is compulsory.."

*okay lg..

tgok soalan..1st.. describe secularism..20 marks!!
*GRRrr..wut should i do?!! soalan 1 wajib-la.. *Sob3.. ^_$

soalan2;
describe characteristi of post-modernization.. 15marks!!
*SHHhttt..bengangnyerr...yg lain2 aku bc tu ape je yg masukk??!!
erk..


Networking?!

lg cm s.. ;p
ntah ape2 je aku jwb..tgok2 org je..and my lecturer -->Mr Khadum.. *an Iraqi's whispered to me..*sbb aku blurr kot.. ;p
"hey sista, hows d question,easy aite?"

*omg,sir! its terrible!

huu..he replied; Masya-Allah!

*GRINN.. huuu.. ;p

ntah la..networking tu aku rs bg dak medic pun diorg mesti tk score!
seriyess..the most hardest subjet ive ever learned! baik bg aku kimia,add math, fizik ke;
*LOLL..aku lg rela..

...hmm..
*Sob3.. ;'{ mcm tk dpt dean's list je sem ni..

20080401

Painful

1. say something about ur lovelife.
* enjoyable and yet painful.

2. fav song/s as for now?
* with you by Chris Brown; i wish someone could dedicate tis song to me.

3. fave tv show as for now?
*CSI; show izzit?

4. last movie you saw?
* CJ7; *lolz..quite a long tyme since i watched muvie

5. most expensive object you bought
with your own money?
* erm,,as 4 student;rm100 is quite expensive u noe!

6. yosi or beer? explain.
* ice lemon tea.. ;p

7. what happened last night?
* angry wit sum1

8. have u ever fallen in love w/a
friend?
* of course,, normal.

9. What song is currently playing?
* with you

10. any pets? what are their names?
* nope

11. do u have bestfriend?
* anis,mom,jue ;)

12. crush??
* alot alot. haha!

13. which do u prefer? jollibee or
mcdo?
* wtf?

14. favorite sports??
* haha...*pk bukan2.. ;p

15. ever broken someone's heart?
*usually ppl did it to me

16. ever had your heart broken?
* owez!! by dat bitchhh!!!

17. what did u do to the person who
broke your heart?
* forgive and but not 4get!!


Islamic Search Engine

Check out this is one of the latest search engine in Islamic Version.. i found out that it juz the same with other search engine such as Google and yahoo..
The GUI(graphical user interface) is simple and nice and it proves that we can compete the western in science & technology and also we could be better than them. and in fact, we are moving.. moving to be better than them..


This is the interface..


kindly visit this link. http://www.alwahy.com/

20080327

Lost

I've lost everything...

i lost my bestie;
i lost my soulmate;
i lost my ex-bf;

..and lost+ failed everything..

i love them..
i need them...
i hate them!

i was really hurts..it was painful..feel pathetic!
*grrr..
*moan and groan like nothing to do izzit?!

*sigh*
perlukah?

i remember this was the word of yours:

"u kwn dgn lelaki baik2.. lelaki ni tk bleh pcaye, mulut manis.. sampai masa dia akan treat u like SAMPAH.."

*pffft!! and u did it my dear..u r actually talking crap, snobbish!
ouch!

and this..

"Have you ever watch the movie starring by Nocholas Cage and Jessica Biel, NEXT?"

..wuts up with dats huh?

"He(Nicholas Cage) is a man who is able to see the next 2 minutes of his life.. I wish I could be like him.."

...but I can read ppl's mind.
*lolz* i've failed tis also!

"omg! rily? u can read ppl's mind? But I can see next 2 minutes, what will happened between us my dear!"

....*feel high*

*and to you..

yes, u did it;
yes u can see it;
dats why u have planned this;
coz u can see your future;
u r not mine;

...u keep blaming me for your own mistakes, for your own faults these and all that!
im not dat sux!
u r lying to me actually..dat is y i said, i can read u.. i can read ppl's mind!!
and you!

;'{

*grrrr! how long should i stop myself from keep thinking of you?

your face;
your laugh;
your political philosophy;
your facts;
your genius mind;
u r brilliant!

*and you r the one make me feel high~ higher than others.. higher than other man.

-_-

and how should i make myself flying below the tree after you bring me faarrr...farrr to the cloud?

where are you??
where have you been??
the person i used to respect, i used to like, i used to adore so much??
u r gone!
gone with your fake love!!

*sigh*
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