Sunshine

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfil my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came you were like

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs
You inspired me to try
I felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were like

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I set adrift
You wink at me
You're there for me

Sunshine
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star

Sunshine,
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine
My star, my star..

Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

P/s: He's my guardian, he's the Guardian Angel

ily.. :x

i love you

Sunshine,

I love you.. and i'm currently in love with you.. and i'm falling for you, for real.
Trust me..

:x

Healing the heart

This is what we call "recover"

Semalam

Smlm... 12 April 2008..

aku menangis lagi..aku menangis mcm aku menangis bln 2 yg lalu..
aku fikir..itu lah kali pertama dan terakhir aku akan menangis mcm org gila kerana disakiti,tapi aku silap..rupa2nya org yang sgt aku percaya dan sgt menyayangi aku yg menyakiti aku buat kali kedua..

namun aku pasrah..aku taw..dia punya point yg agak kuat untuk menyalahkan
aku...ya, aku mengaku..tp aku buat itu bersebab..aku cuma ingin supaya dia fhm.. tetapi aku silap..

skrg aku hanya berharap kwn2ku akan selalu membantu aku untuk bangun semula
setelah aku jatuh dan sakit..kawan2..buatlah aku tersenyum dan ketawa seperti ena yg pernah kalian kenal 3 tahun yang dulu...spt ena yg kalian kenal 8 tahun dahulu..seorg yang ceria dan bijak..aku tahu itu adalah diriku..


12 April 2008, 01.15am

mom : ena,kau tgh sedih kan? aku nk cerita kelakar ni..
ena : apa je lah kau ni mom..aku sedih sgt ni..
mom : kau taw..**** selama ni dok msg2 aku, rupa2nya dia nk approach kau lah!!
ena : omg!! no wayyyy..
mom : hahahah..rupa2nya lepas exam FQA hari tu dia nk mintak no kau, tp tk brani..dia nk cuba nex sem..geli oke! aku ckp kau tk available
ena : eyyuu...klau aku available pn no wayy laaaa.. *pffftt..
mom : *laughing*
ena : *laughing while crying*

hati aku tiada untuk sesiapa sekarang, aku sgt kecewa..dan takut kecewa lagi..

;'{

Takeshi Kaneshiro + Takuya Kimura

Life isn't happy without some1 we love..some1 who can pampered us so much..
Sronok-nya KALAU hari2 ade org ckp ni:

"Baby, i miss u.."
"Cyg, mndi? ;p
"Do not do this honey, I hate it!"
"Aishiteru"
"Hug u, kiss u! omg!!"

...Happy nyer..

I wish some1 could contribute song by Chris Brown to me..."With You"

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's no one left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything


'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah

....owh! succa romantic song. I'll ask my hubby to dedicate it to me if I've one. *pfffftt..
..or this..

Sonnet 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate:

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;

Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,

When in eternal lines to time thou growest:

So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,

So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

.......arghh!! bosannye tkde bf! tp my takeshi kaneshiro tu baik-lah.. caring nyer...tp boleh tk ganti kamu? mcm tk jea..hmm..
;]]
tk pe la...tkde bf tk smestinye life tk ceria.

Live your life to the fullest!!

Kasih manusia sering bermusim, sayang manusia tiada abadi. Kasih Tuhan tiada bertepi, sayang Tuhan janjiNya pasti" Itulah sedikit dari bait2 lagu Raihan. Lantaran kasih manusia yg sering bermusim dan sayangnya yg tak kekal lama, kita perlu sentiasa berwaspada terutamanya dlm memilih pasangan. Andainya sikit drpd cinta itu hendak diberi pada seseorang yg boleh digelar suami, pilihlah seorang lelaki yang...

1-Kuat agamanya.
Biar sibuk macamana, solat fardu tetap terpelihara. Utamakanlah pemuda yg kuat pengamalan agamanya. Lihat saja Rasulullah menerima pinangan Saidina Ali buat puterinya Fatimah. Lantaran ketaqwaannya yg tinggi biarpun dia pemuda paling miskin.

2-Baik akhlaknya.
Ketegasannya nyata tapi dia lembut dan bertolak-ansur hakikatnya. Sopan tutur kata gambaran peribadi dan hati yang mulia. Rasa hormatnya pada warga tua ketara.

3-Tegas mempertahankan maruah.
Pernahkah dia menjengah ke tempat2 yang menjatuhkan kredibiliti dan maruahnya sebagai seorang Islam.

4-Amanah
Jika dia pernah mengabaikan tugas yang diberi dengan sengaja ditambah pula salah guna kuasa, lupakan saja si dia.

5-Tidak boros
Dia bukanlah kedekut tapi tahu membelanjakan wang dengan bijaksana. Setiap nikmat yang ada dikongsi bersama mereka yang berhak.

6-Tidak liar matanya
Perhatikan apakah matanya kerap meliar ke arah perempuan lain yang lalu-lalang ketika berbicara. Jika ya jawabnya, dia bukanlah calon yang sesuai buat kamu.

7-Terbatas pergaulan
Sebagai lelaki dia tahu dia tak mudah jadi fitnah orang, tapi dia tak amalkan cara hidup bebas.

8-Rakan pergaulannya.
Rakan2 pergaulannya adalah mereka yang sepertinya.

9-Bertanggungjawab
Rasa tanggungjawabnya dapat diukur kepada sejauh mana dia memperuntukkan dirinya utk parents dan ahli familynya. Jika parentsnya hidup melarat sedang dia hidup hebat, nyata dia tak bertanggungjawab

10-Tenang wajah
Apa yg tersimpan dalam sanubari kadang2 terpancar pd air muka. Wajahnya tenang, setenang sewaktu dia bercakap dan bertindak.

Berbahagialah kamu jika dicintai calon yang demikian sifatnya... "

Hmm.. for me, bkn la nk perfect sgt.. janji ada agama.. tau solat n mngaji.. itu pn dah ckup..
i hope dat this pure relationship will bring me to heaven..
O Allah.. smoga aku berjumpa dgn seseorg yg bleh mmbimngku duniawi & ukhrawi..amin...