Selamat Hari Raya

Lusa dah nak raya tapi biasalah dah besar2 ni manade feeling pn. Biasa je. Tapi tahun ni agak lain sikit lah sebab baju raya aku 5pasang babe! (kate tak feeling) huhu... taklah, satu baju tu mak yus yang bagi..ily my dear.. hehe.. tp main baju adlh kuning di raja.. ade sesape sama tak. hehe. Dah boring lahh blogging in the meantime. So i just wanna agology to all my friends for all my wrong doing selama kita kawan. ;(

Anis, Mom, Jue, because korang je yang terdekat dgn aku skrg..yang share everything. Biasalah gaduh tu asam garam kehidupan lahh kan.. Apa2pun aku nak mintak maaf sangat kat korang.. Hrp korang maafkan lah and halalkan lah mkn minum aku sepanjang kita satu bilik 2 tahun kat uia ni.. aku sayang korang sangat2.. without you I'm empty guy.. empty.. Tolong jangan berhenti menyayangi dan mengambil berat tentang aku. Hakikatnya satu, aku sayang kamu..

Buat Adik, Uda, Fad, Fanna korang rawks my day in uia. Thanks sebab banyak tolong ktrg in many ways. Asgmt, dan mcm2 lagi. Orang kata time kat universiti lah kita nak tahu erti kawan yang sebenar..and aku bersyukur dapat kenal dgn kau orang..Aku pun nak mintak maaf if terkasar terngumpat ke termarah ke teremo ke ape ter lagi lahh. Harap jgn lah korang kecik hati.. :)

On the first day of Eid, ktrg akan sambut kan Pahang. Kampung halaman tercinta.. Pape pun, 0-0 kayh!!


Hey babes out there. It has been a while since the last time I wrote here aite. A week before the break was a very hectic week. A lot of killer-subject's assignments need to be submitted before the break. HAHAAA..java yang paling kelakar first time in my life hantar assignment yang tak complete a.k.a tak siap.. Lantak lahh,, I try slowly to learn JAVA but it is very hard for me to understand the concept.. I do love programming, but seriously, JAVA ain't easy to learn!

Alhamdulliah, sbb raya lecturer extend due date marketing. Tu pun after raya there will be A LOOTT of unsettled work that need to be settled or else mati!! Mommm, hanneys cepat2 kita siapkan before bukak ni.. Kalau tak ada yang mintak keluar group lagi kang..hahaaa.. ingat ni babe. there are PLENTY of works need to be done! BAHAHAHA! i.d.c so what kan? Alaa, eventhough kita buat last minute pn the KERTAS KERJA, we was the first group yang submit dulu, kan kan?

Cuti ni tak dapat tdo byk! WAaa, pagi2 dah kena bangun pergi sana pergi sini. Penat gila. Rumah dah mcm kapal karam. Tak pe2, esok kita kemas keh? ok lahh, to be continued

Taaa for now!


couch potatoes me?

Am addicted to Dynomite. Damn so many assignments and group project's proposals need to be submitted soon but I just cannot do anything because of this. Goshh, I don't know why and curious why I am such a loser playing this game and my high scores was ONLY 20000+ how could I beat my bro..



Wait for me, Roma! :)

Well, I mentioned this a number of times before, right Am? Yes, people might think of coliseums when I say -- ROMA. But, idc. I just want a holiday in Roma.


Is the city for loverss..

Yeahh, so called friendship

Last Wednesday, we went to break-fast at Murni SS2 with Shafiq. It's kinda fun since we haven't met each other quite sometimes. He picked us up around 5pm at UIA and straight away ahead to the restaurant..BAAAHH! It was only 5 min after 6 we were all sitting together to wait until the clock shows 7.15pm.. and for those who familiar with the restaurant, for sure they won't suprise to see the rest. open-up the table randomly in front of so many shop lots there and guess what, the staff will never write your order in the piece of paper but rather remember all of the dishes ordered by us. Imagine when it comes to 100 customer per table. HAHAA..

And as usual, Shafiq akan jadi bahan. Being the only guy a.t.m before my sunshine came for sure made him sweating! :p And the things that made us shocked was about the love letter. you-know-who (IF AM IS READING THIS) It quites impressing. How people can love 2 person at the same time. i.d.c. I am just wondering how, okay. Was it fabs, girl? I just need an answer here, since you and your so-called eternity love was being relentlessness to people and you guys simply get together without thingking of other people's feeling. Are you enjoying yourself by the pain or distress of others, caused by you?

Hmm, okay. finished here.

To Am & Shafiq, thanks for being our friend. Thanks for being so nice to me all this while. To Am, do not be too grief and gloomy. Stay cheer on every moment in United Kingdom. We can't wait to go to holiday with you as we had planned earlier. To shafiq, I always pray for your happiness, may true love comes to you sooon. (:

If I cannot forgive myself

If I cannot forgive myself
If I never give any chances to myself
For all the blunders
That I have made
Over the years,
Then how can I proceed?
How can I ever
Dream perfection-dreams?
Move, I must, forward.
Fly, I must, upward.
Dive, I must, inward,
To be once more
What I truly am
And shall forever remain.

But I will never give any chances to you, enough said.



Goshh, I'm fuckingly shocked, astonished yet surprised.
I never thought it will going to be this serious.

Alright... this is really pissing me off [straight face]
Who do you think you are, girl? Good enough?
You ain't so perfect, you are just like us, perhaps sucker.
ENOUGH said.

I was pretty shocked to see this it right now.
And now girl,
I hate you sooooooooooo!


At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet

It's perfect, and touches me deep
First thing in the morning, when I hear you speak
And last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreams
The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean

And all of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together and when you're away
I think of you always, imagine your touch
Think how to show you, I love you so much

So when we're apart, and you long for me near
Just try to remember, you're already here
For deep in my heart, where no one can see
You'll be forever, together we'll be

P/s : You leave me wanting nothing more, than wanting more of you
Je t'aime!


Slapping my forehead

Well, I'm not slapping my forehead just yet, since the answers (so far) each take their own approach. I can't wait to find out what the final result is regarding their relationship.. I am now starting to make my personal observation and definitely doing some hypothesis! As I learned trough my Artificial Intelligence class, they are a lot of techniques to gain a knowledge, and I'll use any of those ways to find any news about them provided that they will never know my existence.

Yeahh, probably in 5 or six month before you can step on my back and simply said that I am stupid.. but now, you wish! I realize that I am recover from the nightmare I had before eventhough it's ain't perfectly healed. I try to face to fact and slowly adapt the reality now. I secretly believe Allah has His own plaaning to all His servants and I am not the one who are eligible to ask eventhough I am not happy.

*Silently scream*

Ohh my Lord, I know you hear me. I know I am not supposed to ask this and to question on that. But I am perfecly fragile. I literally feel down. I feel gloomy deep inside my hearts. Yeahh, I am happy with my life right know. Yes, everything ain't the same anymore. and never be the same anymore..

idc, I just wanna you die, thats it..



The things I won't let it go anymore

I will wear the clothes I NEVER worn before
I will stay in the home that I NEVER step in before
I will drive the cars I NEVER drove before
I will make my parents proud like I NEVER did it before
I will make sure my mother will NEVER complain anything anymore
I will shop till drop, which things I NEVER afford to buy before
I will eat anything that I NEVER afford to eat before
I will go to the place I NEVER been before
I will travel and wont turn back anymore
These my promises I seat beside the shore
I will NEVER sleep on bed that let me snore

I will hold these tightly to the fore,
Until I let go all those things,
I'll sleep and smile more..

P/s : Wait fer me baby!

ohh fuck!

I currently editing some stuff on my facebook, and suddently my itchy hand click at the "switch to new facebook profile", I ever clicked to the link before and I can easily change to old version. Unfortunately, the changes are permanent, and i obviously stuck on it! New layout is tremendously fuck and i get disgust of it now!! help me, i wanna changes to old facebook profile!!



My Laptop got infected with a malicious virus!

Ok, I'll try to be calm!!! [randomly sacarstic]

Uwargghh,, my lappy is currently like hell..its like millions of malware, spyware and mother of the fucking trojan virus spreading like oxygen in my system.. its kinda fucking slow rite now!! Ohh goshh, executing Java and C++ actually made it spread faster and suddently unwanted files were found in the system!! demm!

Apparently, despite the fact that I have an antivirus, it also could not detect any.. It's like, slumber kau je scan, without detect those viruses!! RECYCLER,AUTOPLAY and so many familiar viruses appeared i believe comes from my faculty computer laborotories.. hellya..


Thanks to my brother, he gives me an Avira Premium edition with appropriate license valid until 2017, omg!! i fell better now.. lalaala..



Why facebooking?

Ohh my, everybody's like..Owhh, lets migrate to facebook! Recently I've found out that a lot of my course mates in my University were migrated to facebook.. It's kinda huhh, okay..this will be the second network forum other than friendster..

Facebook is doing some amazing things - and it’s not just because it is a smart social network. Innovation is constant and is heavily influenced by Facebook members. As time goes by, Facebook is solidifying its grip on a very loyal userbase and attracting new members because…it’s just better.

So, without further adieu, here are reasons why Facebook is rocking:

1. Privacy

Facebook’s success starts with it being a clean, secure, and stable environment. Basically, it is the opposite of MySpace and friendster, and it will display secure item inside the url box which show how secure it is.

Facebook puts the user in control, allowing them to limit specific pieces of information they want to share within their various networks. In fact, there are so many privacy controls that it is a bit overwhelming at first.

2. News and Mini-Feeds

You might have heard about the backlash to Facebook’s News and Mini-Feeds when they first arrived. Essentially, these feeds show updates from a user’s networks on his/her homepage: ”Mike and Bill are now friends”, “Michelle posted a link.”, “April tagged Jen in a photo”, etc.

I would argue that feeds are now the defining feature of Facebook. It is what keeps users logging in, expanding their networks (e.g., Mike sees that Bill became friends with Andy and knows Andy too, so then he connects with him), and more generally being active on Facebook. Feeds keep Facebook fresh; their absence on MySpace makes it stale and boring.

3. Status Updates

If you are a fan of Twitter (or know anything about it), then Facebook Status Updates are right up your alley - except they are smarter.

While I like the idea of Twitter, sharing “what you are doing” with everyone in the world doesn’t make a whole lot of sense to me. But what if you could share your status with a subset of trusted friends? Status Updates are Twitter 3.0 (yes, two versions ahead of it).

4. Mobile

Of course, Status Updates couldn’t be compared to Twitter unless mobile updates were available. And they are. But in addition to updating your status, you can post links to your profile and get info about your friends - all via text message commands.

5. Near Unlimited Photo Storage / Advanced Photo Editing

While MySpace is out buying Photobucket, Facebook allows near unlimited photo storage on its site. Each album is limited to 60 pictures but there is nothing indicating the maximum number of albums a user can have.

Facebook also allows people to “tag” photos. See your friend Sally in a photo? Tag that portion of the photo and it will get associated with her. You can even view all photos tagged with “Sally” (users can remove the tags if they don’t want them on the photos).

6. Facebook Marketplace

Yes, it is true that MySpace has this sort of functionality (i.e., a classified section). But in Facebook, you leverage privacy and perhaps more importantly, benefit from targeted listings. Items are posted into networks, so it makes them easier to find and more relevant. Classifieds do not work as well unless they are geographically based.

p/s: so people, lets facebooking!!


Guaranteed to make you smile.

Disclosure: We found out this story about Neil Armstrong is not true. But you'll find it amusing.

On July 20, 1969, as commander of the Apollo 11 Lunar Module, Neil Armstrong was the first person to set foot on the moon. His first words after stepping on the moon, "That's one small step for a man, one giant leap for mankind," were televised to Earth and heard by millions. Just as he reentered the lander, he made the enigmatic remark: "Good luck, Mr. Gorsky." Many people at NASA thought it was a casual remark concerning some rival Soviet Cosmonaut. However, upon checking, there was no Gorsky in either the Russian or American space program.

Over the years many questioned Armstrong as to what the "Good luck, Mr. Gorsky" statement meant, but Armstrong always just smiled. On July 5, 1995, in Tampa Bay, Florida, while answering questions following a speech, a reporter brought up the 26 year old question to Armstrong. This time he finally responded. Mr. Gorsky had died and so Neil Armstrong felt he could answer the question.

In 1938 when he was a kid in a small Midwest town, he was playing baseball with a friend in the backyard. His friend hit a fly ball, which landed in his neighbor's yard by the bedroom window. His neighbors were Mr. and Mrs. Gorsky.

As he leaned down to pick up the ball, young Armstrong heard Mrs. Gorsky shouting at Mr. Gorsky, "Sex! You want sex?! You'll get sex when the kid next door walks on the moon!"


The will to win

If you want a thing bad enough
To go out and fight for it,
Work day and night for it,
Give up your time and your peace and
your sleep for it

If only desire of it
Makes you quite mad enough
Never to tire of it,
Makes you hold all other things tawdry
and cheap for it

If life seems all empty and useless without it
And all that you scheme and you dream is about it,

If gladly you'll sweat for it,
Fret for it, Plan for it,
Lose all your terror of God or man for it,

If you'll simply go after that thing that you want.
With all your capacity,
Strength and sagacity,
Faith, hope and confidence, stern pertinacity,

If neither cold poverty, famished and gaunt,
Nor sickness nor pain
Of body or brain
Can turn you away from the thing that you want,

If dogged and grim you besiege and beset it,
You'll get it!

-Berton Braley-


P/s : Ohh Lord, the first half of the semester was over and same goes to my mid semester exams.. Unfortunately my CAM on few of my papers ain't so good and apparently, I'm in gloomy in my deep mood..Perhaps I am afraid that my pointer will be dropped.. Hmm,

I need good motivation..I need something to cheer myself up..

If it is true, i will go after you!

One of the best students in my kuliyyah will get married this October (sorry to him, if he read this) ;p He is cool, and excel in study.. Perhaps his pointer is above 3.8 every semester, i guess.. ;DD

and everybody ask him why he get married too early and he replies:

"After we get married, we might see what is actually our goal in this life, it gets clearer.. ;)"

omgg! if is it true, pleasee...i wanna get married now! HEHE..

Technology does help!

Kadang2 aku pelik apsal seeorang lelaki tu tak nak kawan dengan seorang pmpn tu sebab pmpn tu dah ada bf.. pelik.. At the first place memang good friend lah..Tapi since that girl ada bf, dia pulak dah mcm tak kenal that girl.. Assuming that boy ada sorts of feelings lah kt pmpn ni..

Kenapa ehh, tak boleh ke kawan je..Anggap je lah tak ada jodoh kan.. Common sense, if you love somebody, you will wish a happiness for them, kan? and if you really want to avoid me by deleting my url in your blog and think I'm not going to get you wrong( since you are changing your template and url quite often, you wrong mann! pffft!!

And I know you always visiting my blog..I'm not stupid..

Referring url you often coming from : http://aniely86.blogspot.com/ (sorry Janie)
Your IP Address : 202.170.60#
ISP : One of the splendid Universities in the country

Gosshh mann, I'm not stupid, is it hard to make friends? If you totally hate me, tell me that you are, don't get me wrong. I never delete you, you are still my friend, anyhow.


Ini lab KICT ke hape

Guna desktop komputer Dell, skrin sempit macam masa aku darjah empat, tapi baru punya style. HAHA...Pakai browser IE macam pakai Nestcape navigator lah.. Kelakar betul.. Nasib baik IEv6..kira okeylah kann.. Ada tab lagi..Kalau guna next window sumpah aku tukar kos! hee

Ni ke Lab KICT?



Perkahwinan dan kematian

Ramadhan menjelang lagi.. Kali ini aku lihat ramai betul pasangan terutamanya kawan2 aku lah yang dah berkahwin.. seronok betul tengok diorang.. yang tunang pun ape kurangnya.. especially to Kawan2 SAMTTAJ, ramai yang dah mendirikan rumah tangga.. Ramadhan kali ini mungkin memberi lebih makna buat pasangan2 ini.. mudah2 hanlah eh! Untuk pasangan yang baru mendirikan rumah tangga, Zamina Nabila & David, im so sorry tk datang the wedding, damn lupa gila.. hmmp. untuk Jaemah & Lutfi yang baru bertunang hari tu.. semoga cepat2 kawin, tak payah nak tunang lame2...hampeh!

Jumpa kawan2 lama hr tu memang rasa kekok sket lahh.. mungkin lama sangat tak jumpa. Masing2 pn dah ada life sendiri..pemikiran pun dah jauh berbeza. Jika dulu mungkin lah sama, kata hasil didikan pendidik yang sama, maka pemikiran pun sama lah kan.. Ohh, not to forget, school sucks.. haha..Ape2 pun yang kontra, sesiapa yang further study ni selalunya memang kahwin lambat.. ciss!! Aku dah menggatal nak kawin ni wehhh...tak saba doh! ;DD

p/s : 24 August, the good friend's engagement..;)

Bulan ini juga ramai hambaNya yang telah kembli ke hadratNya.. Mudah2an Ramadhan ini menjanjikan kamu syurgaNya.. Amin..Untuk arwah nenek saudara saya, juga untuk sesiapa sahaja yang baru kehilangan orang tersayang, mari kita sama2 sedekahkan al-fatihah untuk roh mereka.. semoga dicucuri rahmat..:girl_5:

Ohh ya.. till then ya.. nak out dah ni.. nak balik ke Taman Ilmu dan Budi.. seraya berbuka bersama bakal mertua.. hehe.. papai..



Mengapa manusia suka pada kecantikan?

Kadang2 aku terfikir, mengapa manusia terlalu ekstrem dengan kecantikan.. Tanpa memikir panjang manusia ini sebenarnya terlalu gemar menghukum. Terlalu kerap mengeji yang hodoh. Kerna bagi mereka yang cantik itu baik, yang cantik itu mulia, yng hodoh pula hina cerca dan juga durjana.. Walhal bagi aku yang cantik itu selalu nya banyak memberi bencana.

Ramai manusia kata, aku tak tgok pada kecantikan, janji hati baik, semayang, ada agama sudah.


Tak payah tipu aku. Aku bukan manusia bodoh tak dapat baca fikiran orang. Munkgkin juga 6th sense.. Aku tahu siapa kamu. Kenapa ehh, kita suka pada yang cantik. Kalau gambar tu ada 3 orang gadis, perlu kah kita nak cakap

"eh, yang baju kuning tu cantik lah"
"Siapa kawan awak baju hijau tu cute lah"
"Kirim salam kat tudung coklat tu eh, dia lawa"
"Saya rasa jatuh cinta dengan awak, awak cantik"


Apsal korang tak cakap, lawanya semua dalam gambar ni.. walaupun muka yang empat lagi macam tongkang pecah, satu je lawa; berbahasa lah! Kita kan orang melayu. penuh bahasa sama lain makna. Secara arbitrarinya bagi aku lelaki semua sama. Aku benci lelaki seperti itu.. Jika semua berkiblatkan kecantikan, bagaimana yang tidak cantik? Di mana tempat mereka? adilkah?

Lama2 aku jadi annoying..

Ah, dah kau orang ekstreme pada kecantikan tu tak payah lah nak cakap sebab lain kan? contoh:

-A cantik gila
-A sangat jujur
-Aku suka A sebab dia jujur, bukan kerana parasnya


Cakap lah yang betul. Aku benci manusia serupa ini. Manusia kejam.. yang cantik bagi kamu jujur, berani, bermaruah.. yang hodoh itu lah busuk dan tidak ada harga diri. Mana pergi nya pendidikan nya? kamu letakkan ia dimana, kelas keberapa..


ini lah norma kehidupan...manusia, manusia


Selamat menjamah santapan!

Jam menunjukkan tepat jam 7mlm..lebih kurang minit ke dua puluh selepas jam tujuh ini akan berkumandanglah azan maghrib menandakan waktu berbuka telahpun tiba.. Au seperti biasa, bari pulang dari Bazaar Ramadhan berdekatan rumahku, juadah biasa, Roti john tanpa sayur.. HAHAA..

Namun hari ini aku keseorangan, memandangkan sang cinta berbuka bersama office mate nya..
Uwaghh..terasa lagi roti jala sedap yang kami beli di Bazaar Taman Medan semalam, sumpah. SEDAPP!! hmmp.. Hari ni macam lain sikit,, sebab ada orang yang tak pernah pedulik dapur berasap atau tidak turun ke dapur.. moga2 ada cahaya keinsafan.. -_-

Sebenarnya, cuti semester dah pun berakhir hari ini, aku pula masih dirumah, sambung cuti.. malas pulak rasa nak balik.. moood tarak! Ramadhan kali ni macam tak berapa nak seronok.. Aku harap satu hari nanti aku akan rasa gemuruh bila tiba bulan yang penuh keberkatan ini..Bukan apa, aku cuma benci Hari Raya..aku tidak bahagia.. :)

Esok aku pulang ke Taman Ilmu dan Budi.. Ada kelas OS.. perghh,, bosan, 3 jam.. nak tak nak kena pergi sebab lecturer Iraq tu nak bagi paper midterm..dia cakap ramai failed, dan mungkin aku adalah di dalam golongan itu.. ye kot!!


Selamat berbuka kawan2!


Got the blues

I found out somehow, a sad feeling goes on for too long, hurts too deeply, and makes it hard for me to enjoy the good things about my life, it's what we called depression. This is all because of him..
This is like unfair for me and myself.. I started to blame the fate.. I am really worried and depressed. I am paranoid of all around me..

  • Feeling irritable and annoyed a lot (every little thing gets on my nerves)
  • Feeling like things are not fun anymore
  • Feeling down, as if no more hopes
  • Fuckingly disappointed ..

Lordd, help me.. i need better life..


Dulu hujan sekarang Kisah Kaisara

Uwaa...aku benci..aku benci.. cite kisah kaisara memang best dan chomel! tapi aku tak boleh tgok lagi!! damn lah!! tgok iklan pon tk bleh gakk..;(

yang benci kau,,


Seperti kebiasaannya..

2 September 2008,

Bererti sudah Ramadhan ke2 juga kita sengaia umat Islam menunaikan rukun Islan ke 3..Aku sedang menghabiskan baki cuti semester dirumah seperti kebiasaannya juga..
Dan seperti kebiasaannya juga aku sering memberi alasan kepada diri sendiri; untuk malaskan diri berterawikh..Ahh aku tak tahu, feeling itu ada.. namun rasa berat bila memikirkan kerja yang bertimbun2 ni..alasan lagi..HAHAA..

Seperti kebiasaannya juga, aku jarang tidak bangun sebelum subuh untuk bersahur..Entah, aku suka.. feeling mcam tu bulan selalu dapat kita rasa bukan.. setahun sekali dapat rasa bangun pagi untuk bersahur, mengantuk tu memang sangat..mata stim je..namun feeling tu yang best.. Bagi aku, rugi bagi sesiapa yang tidak minat bersahur.. Sahur juga yang membezakan puasa kita dengan puasa kafir.. dan juga terawikh..

Ahh,bila sudah dewasa, mulalah teringat sewaktu Ramadhan ketika masih kanak2.. macam2 cerita.. Darjah 1 puasa macam nak mati jalan kaki balik sekola bawak beg besar mcam siot je! HAHA!! eee.. puasa kt SAMTTAJ paling tak best! I hate my secondary school life, it was like hell! ohh myy, thanks God, aku bukan lagi didunia manusia fake itu! Tapi aku rindukan suasana Ramadhan di Shah Alam...rasa tenang dan damai..

InsyaAllah, jika tiada alasan dalam diri, hari jumaat ni aku akan ke Shah Alam..rindunya nak menghadap tuhan di dalam rumahNya yang serba indah..feeling yang telah lama di tinggalkan..

i miss Shah Alam..

Someone asked me just now:

"Sayang, after we get married, kita nak tinggal mana ya?"

and i replied:

"Shah Alam" *senyum*

That was the place where we met, it was 8 years ago.. (:


Alhamdulliah..syukur dalam kesedihan

Ya, aku sedih, namun aku patut bersyukur dengan kehidupan yang aku ada sekarang.. Apa guna nak mintak itu ini,, mungkin juga tuhan punya agendaNya tersendiri.. Namun sebagai hamba, aku tidak punya banyak pilihan selain bersabar dan berdoa.. (:

beep beep,, sepintas lalu..

  • Saya makan mc Flurry strawberi lebih 10 kali dalam bulan August..
  • Saya tgok muvie almost every week at Ceneleisure, Damansara..
  • Saya spent time dengan kawan2 yang cool macam anis, mom & jue..
  • Saya di sayangi dan manjai oleh Encik Fairuzzaman
  • Saya diberi peluang kedua sit in CSC1701
  • Saya jalan2 beli baju kurung
Jadi life saya tak lah sucks sangat..

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