If I cannot forgive myself

If I cannot forgive myself
If I never give any chances to myself
For all the blunders
That I have made
Over the years,
Then how can I proceed?
How can I ever
Dream perfection-dreams?
Move, I must, forward.
Fly, I must, upward.
Dive, I must, inward,
To be once more
What I truly am
And shall forever remain.


But I will never give any chances to you, enough said.
=.=